alone

I dont really like this one so it may get taken down

The thought of being alone scares me,

But the thought of giving someone all of me, scares me even more.

How can I expect someone else to understand me,

When I don’t even understand my self?

How can I expect someone to handle my feelings,

When I can’t even control them?

But then again maybe I’m wrong,

Maybe Its not that I’m afraid of trusting someone else,

But I’m mostly afraid of trusting me.