Tainted

 

In a world driven by selfishness

I alone exist

Every spoken word by the mouth that bites

Severs my aching heart

With each cut my heart bleeds more

Until I am bled out dry

Each unworthy action shown through others is like a stab in the chest

This never ending pain covers my body

Until I am numb

I feel nothing

Immune to the world of the corrupt

I ask myself why am I here

Put on this earth when I cannot live and be happy

What a cruel thing to bring me to life

When all I desire is death

No one can comprehend my complexities

Or fathom how I feel

They just add to the heavy weight crushing my dimming soul

I am broken and defective

A spoiled girl to the core of my being

Only poison runs through these veins now

No more sweet, pure, innocent blood

People change

I changed

And it is all your fault

My creator

My destroyer

My savior