No body will ever understand me

Nobody knows how different I am
The outside of me is not afraid
Not full of pain, or even ashamed
I smile and all of those ignorant fools believe
Of course nothing could be wrong with me
My eyes are dry, I do not shed tears
For that gift was taken away from me dear
I laugh and talk and play along
Keep on existing as if nothings wrong
Nobody knows how different I am
The inside of me is hollow and empty
Do not fear my dear, for I do not want your pity
I'm unwanted  and broken beyond repair
My heart is crumbling and full of despair
I'm bloodied and beaten and not really living
I just go through the motions and continue existing
I'm scared and lost, clueless as can be
Is there no one out there to help me
Nobody knows how different I am
And that will never change

Reviews

[Saddam]

Nobody knows how different I am
And that will never change

It is wonderful and little bit sad too. We are different with another but special too, Why not the world understand it.
Fantastic write dear friend.