~you missed it all

~missed it All

............. I would have followed you anywhere, but you were
.... chasing only commodities where I was concerned
...... dollars and breasts and fantasies. 
.... those that were mine 
.... .as well as others

....You were 

.............everything I wanted and Now ..... I see you

....... missing you I am grateful you are not my Here and Now

I breathe and that is Now... 
........ “we” were then... and no

... we never came back to one another

...... There are times I wish we had... 
.. how I wish you could know me Now....
.... but that was never a possibility.... never a reality 
.
...... You were the source of fantasy and dark dreams.........
,,,,.. when I was wanting
..... in darklight

... .... Now,.
..,.. with no one else...

.. I Am
.... good enough...

.... Now
.....I Am
.......................grateful

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