THE VOICE OF SUICIDE

HELLO THERE YOUNG ORPHAN GIRL
COME AND STEP INTO MY WORLD

Get away from me you wretched thing!

BUT YOUR THOUGHTS INVITED ME
YOU ARE SO SAD I SEE

I won't commit to you!
I will never kill me!

HELLO THERE LESBIAN
NOBODY LOVES YOU
YOU ARE A DISGRACE
COME TO ME
LOOK INTO MY FACE

Leave me be!
We are not friends you and me
I am not a disgrace
I will not look into your face
I will never kill me! 

HELLO THERE BATTERED WIFE
ARE YOU THINKING OF ME
IS THE THOUGHT OF ME SO NICE?

Yes I thought of you
But I changed my mind
I will stand tall
And leave this battered life!
So leave me be
I will never kill me!

HELLO THERE CRACK ADDICT
COME AND LET ME SHOW YOU
HOW TO END YOUR ADDICTION
I KNOW YOU THINK OF ME
WHEN THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO BE
SMOCKED INJECTED AND INHALED

Get out of my head!
Just leave!
Why do I think of you?
Oh I am so weak!  
I will never kill me!

HELLO THERE PERFECT RICH GIRL
WHY DON'T YOU LOVE YOUR PERFECT LIFE
YOUR DADDY IS RICH AND YOUR MOMMY IS NICE
NOT ENOUGH ATTENTION? THEY NEGLECT YOUR CRIES?
COME TO ME AND END YOU LIFE

Don't speak to me!
Let these voices stop!
I have a purse full of money
But a heart full of nothing
Yes I think about you
But a thought is all you are
I will never kill me!

HELLO THERE CHILD MOLESTER 
HOW MANY BOYS AND GIRLS DID YOU RAPE TODAY?
HOW MANY OF THEM RAN AWAY?
HOW MANY OF THEM ARE YOU RELATED TO ANY WAY?
DID YOU MASTURBATE
TO THE PICTURE OF LITTLE KATE?
COME AND TAKE MY HAND
I AM YOUR PATH TO ETERNAL HELL

Oh, I am a monster!
Yes many children I raped
But to end my life...I don't want to go to hell

COME...

Leave me alone!

COME

Why should I go

COME!

Maybe I should..

COME!!!

But how...

SHOT GUN TO THE PENIS THEN ONE IN THE HEAD

Oh, I am a monster I deserve a death so great 
I've done so much evil...my own daughter I raped 
So today
I will kill me!

THEN HELL AWAITS!

Author's Note

COULD IT BE THAT MAYBE YOU ARE ONE OF THESE CHARACTERS? DO YOU IDENTIFY WITH ONE OF THEM? HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT SUICIDE, OR HAVE YOU EVER JUST FELT LIKE YOU WANTED TO DISAPPEAR...GO TO A PLACE WHERE NO ONE KNOWS YOU. WELL SOME OF YOU WILL SAY NO, SOME OF YOU WILL SAY YES. BUT WHO KNOWS HOW TRUTHFUL YOU ARE WITH YOUR ANSWER AND YOURSELF. ONLY GOD. AND GOD BLESS ALL THE PEOPLE SUFFERING FROM THE VOICE OF SUICIDE. I WILL NEVER KILL ME!

Reviews

[BLACK PRINCE]

I love your style.
You just keep it real.

KEEP IT REAL GIRL !!!

[R J Askew]

This is great, uber dramatic. I think this one wld perform really well. I also can't help thinking of an old Writerscafe poet who listened when suicide came a-knocking, a week ago tdy.

[Richy Moon]

This is just to morbid for me!!! I have seen this crap you're talking about and it is more than a method of poetic justice for a child molester... Its personal for me. 50 for me, however on anything else i would give you more.

[John Patrick Robbins AK..]

suicide often i belive creeps through the thoughts of most people.
Probaly more than most would expect a very solid write and a subject that many can relate to on many levels theres fire in this write and no matter the skeletons in the closet we have to keep going very very good job on this cheers Gonzo

[WhiteWillow]

You write with extreme honesty, something most wouldn't dare try, and is therefore refreshing. Your work definitely stands out. Powerful write

[Coffee Vampier]

100% added to library. This was truly deep and and powerful... defiantly a harsh reality. Anyone who has heard this voice could add to the story is their mind as they read this becasue the sad fact of this is it's true. What people need to see though there will always be at least one person that loves you.

[wijdan]

i loved it ... you deserve 100

[SHAYNA666]

you really have talent!! this is really touching. such feeling. i can relate to this. i am depressed. suicidal. never tried it - but have come close a few times. this is so true. this is a special poem.

[Drifter]

I liked how when I read this, again, I felt like saying it out loud. It definitely reminds me of poetry jams. An intense read and powerful message. Nice work. :)

[light and ashes]

Phenomenal and amazing, really made me think, 100