Getting Onto The Wrong Train

"getting off the platform and getting onto the wrong train" or "getting off onto the wrong train" or "getting off the wrong train" probably brought on by reading/influenced by Allen Ginsberg

tilt of the voice,
slip of the words:
irresponsible inconceivable irreplaceable
unaltered.
we used to be so nonchalant, so
Neanderthal, so non-exclusive, so
misconstrued.
tilt of my wrist,
slip of my hand:
whisper words winding west with veins
very varicose.
I used to be so easy to salve, so
easy to placate, so easy to win against,
so easy to leave.