Inspiration

Inspiration came to me one morning while walking to the light rail train.

I’ve been looking for you for a while. How you doing? It’s been a minute.

I’m glad I found you cause so much has happened since I didn’t.

I’m glad I looked.

At a time I had you every day and for granted it was you I took.

 

Let me start by saying I’m sorry. When I didn’t take the time to recognize you. I’m sorry.

I feel the pain. It was you who helped me when the world drove me insane.

It was you who helped me cope with the pain.

It was you who quenched my thirst and help me chase my dream.

 

I swear I didn’t forget.

Sometimes I feel guilty because I only come to you when life gives me bullshit.

I thought that’s how you liked it.

Nothing came from sunny days for me that’s why I wouldn’t write it.

 

But I was wrong.

I was blinded until that Coltrane song came on.

Or when I looked across the room and saw her sleeping peacefully in the month after June.

That’s when I found you and many times thereafter.

It was you who express to her how I feel, it was you who I thanked for getting me past disaster.

 

So my apologies are real.

If I lose you again then how will my heart heal?

That’s why again I'm here to say.

I will not abandon you like I did yesterday.

 

I need you more and more every day.

I need you like I need her and that’s why nightly I pray.

That I never lose either one, neither of you or both.

You helped me be me and I need to keep you close.

I will find you again and again every day and be thankful for you with kind words to say.

Like this.

Thank you for mental penetration.

Thank you for coming back.

Thank you inspiration.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Demii]

Awe, I really like this it's deep and intelligent, and has a good sense of motivation and awesome rhythm. Good read :)