hopeless

deppressed one day wrote it down and then i felt a little better. . .

Haooy days have gone.

I let the sad days rain upon me. . .

I began to walk,

But where am I walking to?

Am I going home?

NO,

I have no home.

I have a place to cry, screa,, hurt, bleed.

But not a home.

Home is where you want to be.

I don't want to be anywhere.

I feel like dying.

There's nothing more to live for,

But there's alot to live for.

I just haven't found it yet. . .

Will someone help me!?!

I feel so alone, but everyone's here.

I feel so scared, but not alone.

I feels so sad, but make myself happy.

I cry my eyes out,

Then put them back in,

And cry again

I feel so guilty, but didn't do anything.

Then I get back up and give myself reason,

Then feel hopeless again. . .but this time i'm falling,

AND I STOP.

Author's Note

You might have to read my other poem(invisibility)to get what this means about falling.You still might not get it though. . .