bobble heads

3xme

i fall through life with my fleeting emotions in flight

making sure not to grasp the passing feelings to tight

only allowing them a motionless glance

getting to close? i cant take that chance

so taking from  what i can see a feeling should be

reassembling it   but im sure quite brokenly

if it takes too long to figure it out 

ill just keep falling and store it as doubt 

 

overwhelming remembering  the past

the feelings hidden mixed with my day last

curse and a gift depending on your view

but knowledge of the past helps me through

it is dead and cant resurrect

though my life it still affects

lost pieces of myself through my past i attract

when i do find the courage to venture back

with each time i depart i return  more whole with captured heart 

 

Author's Note

i wrote one poem witch i will not show and looked at it three different times and this is the result there not the same but are one