A poem I wrote the day my dad died.
Maybe it'll do someone some good.
As I sit here all teary-eyed,
For my father, I've cried and cried.
For he is with us on earth no more,
But has walked through heavens door.
The man he was, I wish to be,
But the shoes he wore, are too big for me.
The heart he had, the love he showed,
The warm feelings on everyone, that he bestowed.
Everyone that knew him, loved having him around.
Our heavenly father, has now given him his crown.
I know, again one day, he I will see.
And when that day comes, I will be filled with glee.
But until that day comes, I'll wait anxiously,
For my daddy again, I long to see.
He was an amazing Man, I'll never be all that he was either.
I just hope he is happy that I desire to do Good and I desire to do Better.
Be easy on yourself, my sister once told me, when I felt people in our church were so awesome
and I would never be as awesome as they are. She is smart. She said, Gary you are comparing
your insides to their outsides. Your dad probably saw as many flaws in himself as you do yourself.
The Key I have found is find our beliefs that are based on a lie, and don't believe them anymore
And then we have room in our lives to bring in new Beliefs that are based on Truth. A Lie has no power at all until it is believed. Then we lose our power to that, and the Father of Lies takes that power. He started with one lie in the Garden and has been brewing them constantly ever since. We were given stories that were here since before we were born that are based on others believing in those beliefs based in those lies, from our Parents, our Ancestors, our teachers, every one who influenced us and had beliefs in the lies, millions of lies. It's not our fault, but what is our fault is when our soul, spirit, or hearts show us the lie and we continue to Believe it, that is our fault, and the lies we continue and create for ourselves after being conditioned and given stories that are based on the lies. We need to rewrite our stories by leaving the lies behind by no longer believing them and then continue to add more and more beliefs in the Truth based, creating our story will lead us into our Heaven on Earth. Blessings, Your Daddy is here, right in your Center, like mine is, and my MaMa too, she's been gone about 4 years now and Daddy is about 8 years now serving on the other side of the River, There is not a day goes by that I don't feel them and draw from them my strength and they whisper to me from time to time, we have to Listen.
He was an amazing Man, I'll never be all that he was either.
I just hope he is happy that I desire to do Good and I desire to do Better.
Be easy on yourself, my sister once told me, when I felt people in our church were so awesome
and I would never be as awesome as they are. She is smart. She said, Gary you are comparing
your insides to their outsides. Your dad probably saw as many flaws in himself as you do yourself.
The Key I have found is find our beliefs that are based on a lie, and don't believe them anymore
And then we have room in our lives to bring in new Beliefs that are based on Truth. A Lie has no power at all until it is believed. Then we lose our power to that, and the Father of Lies takes that power. He started with one lie in the Garden and has been brewing them constantly ever since. We were given stories that were here since before we were born that are based on others believing in those beliefs based in those lies, from our Parents, our Ancestors, our teachers, every one who influenced us and had beliefs in the lies, millions of lies. It's not our fault, but what is our fault is when our soul, spirit, or hearts show us the lie and we continue to Believe it, that is our fault, and the lies we continue and create for ourselves after being conditioned and given stories that are based on the lies. We need to rewrite our stories by leaving the lies behind by no longer believing them and then continue to add more and more beliefs in the Truth based, creating our story will lead us into our Heaven on Earth. Blessings, Your Daddy is here, right in your Center, like mine is, and my MaMa too, she's been gone about 4 years now and Daddy is about 8 years now serving on the other side of the River, There is not a day goes by that I don't feel them and draw from them my strength and they whisper to me from time to time, we have to Listen.