The rantings of a woman hurt

A Poem by Angel Eyes

The rantings of a woman hurt

Why is it that you no longer look at me the way you used to?

Was it something i did or didnt do that made you fall out of

with me after all these years

Why is it that you dont need me the same way i need you

anymore? what is it that she gives you that i cant, what

makes her better then i am?

After all this time what made you decide to turn your

back on your family for a fly by night floozie? Is it

the way she looks or the way she moves? Please

tell me i want to know what was worth losing your family for.

Wasnt i there for you enough? Didnt i do everything you asked

of me? Am i not still the same woman you once fell in love with?

Im not the one whos changed you have. You used to touch me

like you wanted me, you used to look at me like you needed me,

you used to call my name ith lust in your heart...

Now all i have is memories of what we once were, and i honestly

dont know what scares me more knowing that things could go

back to the way they once were or knowing that i dont want them to.

Just because you no longer love me dosent mean im not worth loveing,

so ill bide my time and make the right moves so when i leave you

wont be able to hurt me again, my heart is broken for the last time..

I loved you then, I love you now and Ill love you always its

too bad i cant say the same for you..

Angel Eyes Oct 2009