First Love

I cannot feel you

anymore

You are not surrounding me

as once before

Your love is gone

and mine won't cease

My love was permanent

but your's was simply a lease

The north star still shines above me

but i cannot see it as clearly

I begin to cry

as i stare at the sky wearily

I hear your words

and your presence simply makes the pain ease

but soon you're quickly gone.

It's a little game, a tease.

I want to feel you next to me

But I'm afraid to say I miss you

becasue your constant changing

is an issue.

I laugh at every memory

A big smile and a fond sigh

But shortly that feeling is gone

and I softly cry

Why did you have to say goodbye?

Why did we have to die?

Was it all a lie?

You showed me what it was to live, to love, to regret

And surely there's a reason we met

I miss you

I miss you

But I'm scared, and I'm broken, and I'm confused

Anything to keep you amused

Love me

Love me

I wish you still reached out to hold me

It's all I want, don't you see?

I know it's over

I know it's through

But I'll never put it in the past

I'll never forget you

My first love