Mixed Signals

I HATE MEN.

You walk close

Close enough that we could be confused

As something more

But you stay distant with your thoughts

And your feelings seem completely nonexistent

Then you smile,

And I'm not so sure anymore

Your hand dangles next to mine

I ache to reach out and hold it

But you might feel differently

Or the same

You look me in the eye and tell me all there is to know

Except if I'm the one

What does best friends mean anyway?

How is it any different than the girl you love?

Who am I?

You hold me, is this friendly?

If I kissed you, would it ruin everything?

If only I could ask these unspoken questions

Do you even know the answers yourself?

 

 

 

Reviews

[The Rock And Roll Cowbo..]

more then likely he isn't sure himself... emotions of affections are the most confusing... especially when their is a relationship teetering between friends and lovers... your confusion is evident in this wonderful write.