Suicide

You beg

You plead

But you don't understand

You killed who I used to be

She's still where you left her,

laying lifeless on the cold hard floor.

I'm someone new.

I've been reborn.

You say you've changed,

and you're diffent.

but I haven't and I'm not.

I wasn't good enough for you before,

how could I be now?

You say you won't hurt me.

You say you won't leave me.

You ask for another chance.

I'm weak, but not weak enough.

You've let me go three times now,

and I've let you hurt me.

Falling for you again is like suicide.

Just killing myself all over again.

It's sickening how I let this pain in,

I thrive on it.

But I'm not suicidal anymore.

I'm looking up,

trying to get better.

And I won't fall for you.

I won't kill myself.

I won't let you murder me once more.

 

 

Reviews

[sara!]

whoa, that what he deserves! really good poem katie

[Mercy Manic]

Ouch!

I've been there. Scary to see an object of affection after the rose colored glasses have been removed. The death of infatuation, the birth of something stronger.

Don't let him shade everything else.

Peace and Pez;
MM