I wonder...

I look up at the stars above me,

and I wonder to myself,

Is he looking at them too?

I wonder if he ever thinks about me anymore.

I wonder if he ever looks back,

and maybe even feels bad about what he's done.

I wonder if he even realizes what all his deception has done to me,

and if he did figure it out, would he even begin to care?

I wonder if he ever wishes he could take it all back,

make it all better.

I wonder if he even remembers

the promises he made me,

or the things he said.

I wonder how it makes a person feel,

to know that they've completely destroyed someone,

ripped their heart out and stomped on it.

I wonder if the things I told him,

about how he made me feel

even sunk in.

I wonder if he still lies.

I wonder if she knows.

I wonder how I ever trusted him,

and I wonder what girl will be next victim to feel the pain of the games he plays.

I wonder if he'll ever grow up,

and see how you're really supposed to treat girls.

I wonder how I ever thought I cared,

about someone so childish.

I wonder when I'll stop wondering about someone so worthless.

 

 

Author's Note

mhmm.. opinions?

Reviews

[sara!]

this is so true....but his next victim dumped him..thats what he deseserved

[Prose-full]

no opinion on changes thats for sure..
...its perfect just as it is....i really like it..beginning to genius ending...
"I look up at the stars above me,
and I wonder to myself,
Is he looking at them too..jerked my heart right into it..who woulda thunk it he was an a55..

it was reeaaally good..i like it..i must read more..
"I wonder when I'll stop wondering about someone so worthless"---woo!..love it..
grrrrrrreat read..

[Becca :)]

this is really good. and i can totally relate to this. we all have things that make us wonder, so i bet other people can relate too. nice work. =]