The windows rattle and my ears are numb
from the tireless ticking, the money machines,
the love that lies in panhandles and tumbleweed.
The sky shakes its shadows inside my brain
as these dreams drip into puddles beneath my feet
until my face is fractured
and I'm living life wide asleep.
I need to be there when you wake.
I need to hold these hours until I can make the day break,
and catch the light as it flickers flimsily across the sky
loosening my loneliness
and burning imprints on my eyes.
I need
to stop the sun from sinking
because I'm feeling
without thinking
hoarding centuries of
senseless sentiment
while you're tangled
somewhere amidst endless equations
and fourteen hours that
never end.
I will not cry. I will not
cry.
The rain falls and my legs are liquid
from the offensive oceans, the weight of wings
the way you held my heart like it was everything.
I want to walk on water until I find my soul
buried in tangled time zones and pretty
promise rings
until I can just swallow you whole
and feel your life-blood sing.
I need to be there when you breathe
I need to tear you open with my charm until you never want to leave
so I can hide in every creaky corner beneath your skin
and watch your dark spaces bloom like spring.
I need
to stop the sun from sinking
because I'm feeling without
thinking
painting stars on storm
clouds until the sky clears
as we wait for the world
to notice us
and for every particle of
our patience to give us infinite years.
We will not die. We will not die.