THAT MomentA Poem by briannachristine
You know that moment
That stretches on for what feels like an eternity That moment That. Where you're just waiting For that safe place To fall apart? And you're searching In what feels like an absolute panic Of spinning downward circles Unable to grasp Reality Surrounded by people Talking at you Around you Moving without noticing You're just trying to walk In a line To where you can get To take that moment That breath But you're still waiting For permission To finally Breathe it out To finally Fall apart? Scraping the walls Trying to find something Anything To hold onto As you move about Appearing fine But focusing So hard On just standing upright Searching aimlessly For a safe place For a safe embrace For somewhere to land For somewhere to implode To explode To break To unbind the duct tape Holding you together From the last time? Or maybe for something else You don't quite know At the moment And whatever it is You need To finally Fall Apart? And then when you find it You realize That you're body has gotten Without your knowledge Without your permission Really f*****g good at Surviving? And because of that Because you're so good At being in that space You'll hold others Give them their moment Give them their space Give them their embrace But You'll never Get Your moment To just Fall Apart. © 2016 briannachristine |
StatsAuthorbriannachristineBeaverton, ORAboutI am a womyn with a lot to say and not a lot of time to say it or ears to hear it so I write it all down and dream of a day that my words will make a difference.... more..Writing
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