A Note from a Suicide

Surely not, but if I were ever to.. It would be something like this, perhaps.

I won't start this off with asking your forgiveness or asking you to not blame yourself.  Those are both self-satisfying statements made by those such as I to justify themselves.  They think that if they ask those two things, it will all be okay.  That's a waste of time, but I guess I'm just a waste of life.

Suicide notes are useless, what can you do?
"Hey, I'm so sorry I'm doing this but I'll just go ahead and do it anyway?  Good luck dealing with your grief and anger?  I really do love you, but I'm going to off myself to show you just how much I care?"  
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Yeah, right.  

So, I killed myself.  I won't go into any of that emo crap about the world not understanding, how much I hate my life, how I hate humanity in general, especially myself.  You really don't want to hear that, and I really don't want to say it.  

Silence will do...

Guess I just burned my ticket to heaven by committing this.  All I can say is that I wish I could see you again.  I love you all.  I really do.  This was just something I had to do.

Sorry.