Deep Talk Part 2

I am going to add a series of questions i have gotten online along with my answers. this is a challenge for me because i am going to be completely honest with my answers.

What is your reason to keep fighting and survive?

My reason to keep fighting and survive is..... well, i don't really know. I never really thought about that. I just live life day by day and keep pushing through, especially when things get rough. I guess that's something that some people learn. Yeah i have friends and i have fun, but when i'm sitting home alone watching movies, listening to sad music and being left alone with my own thoughts, life seems to go by slowly and leaving me feeling nothing but empty and hollow. 

Reviews

[Carol Cashes]

If you don't know why you are "fighting and surviving", then are you having to fight at all? What constitutes "when things get tough"? I'm asking you these questions because if you're fine when in the company of friends or others but not when you're alone---are you maybe just bored? I don't mean to sound all prissy and preachy *snort*, but those who truly "fight to survive" are determined and very, very clear regarding their reasons why. If you are very young (16 to 21), what you have described as "empty and hollow" is really nothing more than confusion/fear/anxiety about this FUTURE thing that your elders are preachin' at you. Chill, cry with that sad music when you're alone...that's why that sad-a*s s**t sells! Then, fix your face when your friends call and go play with a light spirit and an easy mind.

[bree]

I have depression and other disorders. I fight and survive to just get through a day. But usually that is the only reason. But it really isn't a reason at all because I'm not really living. Empty and hollow is what I feel, along with fear and anxiety. I don't exactly know what you mean about the future thing that elders are preaching me. I'm more scared of still feeling this way in the future, not about what the future holds for me. And yes I cry when listening to sad music and yes i go out with my friends but i still feel empty.