Suffocating

how I am suffocated by life

This f****n life hates me
It kills me and captures my soul
F**k all this bullshit
I f****n HATE the feelings of life

It brings me down
Doesn't let me go
It suffocates me
Till there's no air for me to breathe

What's life if it won't let me live
What's death if it won't let me die
What's air if it won't let me breathe
And what is suffocating if my heart is beating

F****n life is a goddam c**t
It don't matter if my wrist is caked with blood
It don't care if I'm empty inside
I'm living in a cold and worthless shell

I'm too broken to live
F**k all this bullshit
F**k trying to breathe
And forget about living