anger rooting sadness

date written: unknown

f*****g coward. 


I’m done with feeling this way cause of you and your ignorance. 
if you need me don’t bother searching
cause I’ll get lost in the sadness that is my head 
and hope i don’t come back for a few days. 


I’m expected to feel guilty for being this way. 
but I shouldn’t expect you to search for my soul 
when you’re more occupied with everyone else in the damn room to even realize 
I’m rotting from the inside out and screaming for help. 


f*****g coward. 


own up to your mistakes like I am. 
you were softer than the sadness and the only light I had at this point
but even that wasn’t enough to keep your attention long enough to heal all the wounds.