Why

Why do we do this?

Fight and make up

 we go back and forth 

and everything becomes blurred. 

I try to talk and let you know

how I am feeling and that I'm unsure

But every time I talk to you it feels like another good bye.

You blame all of this s**t on me

and act like you do nothing wrong

I know that I'm not perfect

But I can't always be at fault. 

I want to make up

and give you all my love

but my heart is bound to break

as you tighten the notch

Why do we do this?

Put our love in turmoil.

We used to be okay

and now our love has gone to waste

I meant every word that I said

Even when I said I hated you

But that was only for the moment

I love you and that's the only thing that I can do

I just want to dream 

dream about loving you

But my once happy dreams

A tinged with shades of blue. 

Why do we do this? 

Hold on to wasted love

We are toxic and lethal

and I can't keep holding on

When I don't think that I'm in love with you.

Reviews

[SwallowingNebulaes]

Really enjoyed this poem. Reflected to a point a deep love I once had with a good friend. Your poems are great! Thank you for the great reads

[Coyote Poetry]

The questions of life and love. A twisted tale for the writer. Wanted love and wanting free road. I liked the thoughts that are answers by living and learning. Real lover stay in the good or bad days. They know to hold on tighter. Thank you for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote