I once knew a girl
Who sat quiet in school
And because her mouth kept shut
She wasn’t considered cool.
She was smart and bright.
And always respected the elders.
For that she was called teacher’s pet.
But she never called back an argument to the others.
At night she stood alone,
After cleaning up, and stared at her reflection.
She traced over the flaws on her naked body.
Then considered them the reason of her rejection.
Tears fell on her pillow
Soaking it in her pain.
She prayed that maybe one day.
Someone would dry her from this rain.
She hoped that just one person
Could see through her disguise.
Could help her speak up for herself.
Could see the truth in her eyes.
When no one came, she found other outlets.
Things to take away her hurt just for a while.
Cuts on her thighs, and and empty stomach.
While she went out and faked a smile.
One night, she cried herself to sleep.
And she saw something amazing in her dream.
“Sweet girl, don’t cry,” The angel said.
She woke up and gave her soul for God to redeem.
Now this girl loves fearlessly.
She stands up and speaks her mind.
She gives without expectations.
And she searches for lost ones to find.
The girl may not seem cool.
She may be as different as can be.
But I’ll tell you a secret,
You see, that girl was me.