Not so charming

I know you think I'm a charming man
But none of this is smoke up your a*s
I'm insecure as f**k

When I don't hear from you I panic
Because I've never wanted something as bad
as I want you

You think I'm playing it cool when I don't call you?
I'm only hiding out because I'm afraid I'd call you a million times if I had my phone on
Just trying to play it cool