Chapter 1A Chapter by Bruce Pagano The darkness seemed stifling at first, although it was far
easier to breathe than it had been previously.
The Being had seen darkness before, but this darkness was altogether
different. Previous darkness had never
been completely void of light, as if a lamp was always placed somewhere in the
distance allowing for just a hint of its gleam to break the absoluteness of
it. But this darkness was
far-reaching. This darkness had a depth
that seemed to carry despair with it. As
The Being lay in the darkness, the worry of this despair began to give birth to
the contemplation that there may be no others.
The need to know of others overtook every thought of The Being driving the
necessity to search them out. Hurriedly The Being
sat upright. The quickness of this
movement revealed an obvious tenderness at each joint, as if the skin had been
punctured and drawn loosely together by sutures; though no such procedure was
visible. The tenderness was of no large
concern, except to make The Being wonder what had caused it. It was surely not enough to detract from the
task of finding another. While The Being
examined the darkness, as if from nowhere, a speck of light no bigger than a
pinhole, appeared in the distance. At first the Being
was unsure of what the light could be. The thought occurred that it might be an
insect, such like a lighting-bug, but it did not move like a bug should. There was a recognizable directness in the
light’s movement; rather than the randomness that an insect possesses. Surely not an insect, but maybe the light of
a far off candle or lantern was likely the source. Probable as a lantern might be, the light
lacked the normal flicker that a flame produces with its light. Instead there was a steadiness present in the
light; not unlike that steadiness of the sun.
It quickly became obvious to the Being that the light was moving toward where
the Being sat. As the Being watched the
light approach, it began to take form.
Soon the light was close enough to allow the Being to discern that it
shared the same shape as a human, though it surely could not be, for it shone
with such brightness. While the light
drew continually closer, the Being came to realize there was a similar light
already present where it sat. Though it
seemed impossible, the same steady and direct light was surely radiating from
the Being. The Being tried to remember
if this light had always been present.
The Being concluded that this light, brighter than ever seen before "
though not unlike looking directly into the sun, was surely a new thing. In searching for the answer to this new
light, The Being failed to realize that the other spot of light, once only
resembling a human form, but now undoubtedly so, was upon its very
location. Surely a human, but some how
different than any other The Being had ever encountered, though there was a
vague familiarity to it, The Other now stood at the foot of The Being’s bed. “Welcome, I’ve been
expecting you. Rather, we’ve been
expecting you.” The Other corrected his
speech. While it were difficult to tell
at first, The Other spoke with such virility it was doubtful he be anything
other than male. The Being opened
its mouth to speak, but words didn’t come, as if stolen right from the lips. “Take your time.”
The Other advised, “It’s been a long trip.
Surely not an easy one either.” The Being tried
again. With the feeblest of voices The
Being asked, “Where is this place?” The Other seemed to
delight at the question, almost as if it were a silly one to ask. “The same world from which you departed.” His reply seemed complete nonsense. The Being tried to consume The Other’s
answer, but the difficulty was not unlike trying to swallow a saltine without
first chewing it. “Surely this cannot
be the same world. Except our immediate
vicinity, it is only complete darkness. There
was light from where I departed.” As The
Being voiced its disbelief, the feebleness evaporated into certainty. Only after The
Other spoke did The Being realize it had not been certain at all. “It really is the same. Only you see the truth of it now. The light you saw before this day was not
real.” Unquestionable certainty rested in The Other’s tone. Panicked, The Being
railed, “Of course it was real! I had
seen it with my own eyes; how could it not be?” “It was only real
by your assumption; you needed it to be real, so you believed it to be.” A preposterous idea if The Being had ever
heard one. Needed it to be real? Only by assumption did light exist? It was clearly preposterous. The
Other continued, “To truly discover it as not real, before this day, would have
created inescapable despair.” Calmness
seemed to be The Other’s theme… or perhaps gentleness. “But it was
seen. What was it if not real?” As calmness was The Other’s theme, confusion was
The Being’s theme. “It was something
synthetic. Really, it was only a
reflection of the first light that The Creator placed into creation.” The Other could see
The Being attempt to calculate the heft of the notion of a synthetic light that
filled an entire world. “Then this
darkness is good for us?” The Being’s question seemed only to serve as a means
to provide a degree of relief from intensity of the dark. The Other corrected
The Being’s error, “Darkness is never good and this darkness is the farthest
from good. In fact, this darkness has
shrouded all that was ever truly good.” © 2014 Bruce Pagano |
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