Boiling Blood

Every day I was told to make my own choices, 
when I did, all I got was a good for you or something like that,
sometimes I feel like you don't care because you are barely ever there,
when I try to show you how good I did in school, you ignore me and walk away,
you only notice when I do something bad or when I'm in trouble.

I made my goal in life to impress you,
but when I tried you said whatever and left me alone,
at first I thought you were too busy too notice,
then I realized you would rather notice my sisters than me,
but when I try to show you I care, you walk away with no regret.

I decided I would leave all of this behind, 
and when I did, you decided for me when I was leaving out the door,
we had many arguments and you said you would never lose, 
when I moved out you lost your first fight against me,
now I see you always lied and never truly appreciated anything I did.

Every day you made me choose my own life,
I decided I had enough of your boiling blood waiting to explode,
now you're alone ordering around someone else's life, 
but you will never control mine again. and left me alone,
at first I thought you were too busy too notice,
then I realized you would rather notice my sisters than me,
but when I try to show you I care, you walk away with no regret.

I decided I would leave all of this behind, 
and when I did, you decided for me when I was leaving out the door,
we had many arguments and you said you would never lose, 
when I moved out you lost your first fight against me,
now I see you always lied and never truly appreciated anything I did.

Every day you made me choose my own life,
I decided I had enough of your boiling blood waiting to explode,
now you're alone ordering around someone else's life, 
but you will never control mine again.