apathetic existence

A Poem by rina masoly

Apathy I feel
Sometimes i question if all of it is real
Awaiting my next meal
I wanna kill
i stumble around
the wind going through my hair

i find myself always tying to reassure I’m really there
what if i told you i didn’t really care
if i stood in the middle of the road it would probably scare

unnecessary suffering you don’t question
or dare
joy’s always rare
fantasy thoughts and dreams to escape
pain everywhere
reality and life aren’t fair

suffocating is this air
the truth you resist and dismiss
the afterlife doesn’t exist
morality an illusion
religion a delusion
in the you wouldn’t be missed

all this sadness and burden will turn into madness
life is a mere survival machine
dust is dust
nihil is nothing
death is the end