Day Four

Day four:
Friday, June 22nd

I am so tired I haven't slept in a few days and my eyes are bloodshot and hurt from crying. I am not even sure I should be driving right now, but I have to go see my papa. He has been moved to the hospice houses and looks much more comfortable. I sat beside him holding his hand and talking to him... I know that he can hear me and he looks so tired. A little later I rubbed his feet and sang his favorite songs to him. As I was singing he opened his eyes juss a little bit, and squeezed my hand tight. I leaned over him with tears in my eyes and whispered I love you so much papa and he mouthed I love you too cupcake. Tears rolled down my face and I asked him would you like me to sing to you some more and he nodded, yes. I promised him that if he will stay strong for me that I will stay strong for him.

You must think i am strong to give me what i am going through.

Reviews

[Peaceworker22]

Wow, this point of your life is worse than the other day. : ( But at least you have become stronger. :) And again, don't forget to capitalize the I's when they are standing alone. "You must think i am strong to give me what i am going through." Are you referring to God? Please explain...

[frozensakura]

yess. that is a reference to god(:

[Peaceworker22]

Thank you.

[Yina]

I'm close to tears... that's soo sad an yet you must have been soo relieved to get a response from him

[frozensakura]

i was. (:

[Maan]

The stream of pain and suffering has begin to flow NOW, it starts when you stop thinking about the pain, or about what you are going through. It starts when you feel that It has stopped hurting you.

[Rhea752]

you just made me cry. i'll pray for you tonight

[Midori]

Just remember that things will get better.

[SlightlyOdd]

To give you what you're going through you'll be stronger i just know it try to not cry alone that helps

[Layla J Omorose]

Its always hard watching a loved one when they are sick and there is nothing you can do for them but be there to comfort them and remind them that though they may be suffering they are not alone.