I try

what if i wanted to change?

change into somebody else?

what would i do?

what could i do...

 

i no longer know myself

im fed up with playing pretend

ill try

to find out who "myself" is

 

i no longer understand

when and why i let myself cry

tears of many things

regrets and lonliness

ill try

to hide them away

 

wounds inside and out

scars that have leave me with no doubt

i see blood flow

that ceasts to end

i try

to act as if there no longer real

 

with all these thoughts in my head

i try but have no reason why

i cant go on

but ill try to live life

and act as everything is alright

Author's Note

on mi mind nd felt like writing -athena

Reviews

[Jacey Poison Girl]

A lot of these thoughts go through my mind on a daily basis. A great write

[brenda]

can relate to it it was on my mind today these thoughts this was great i love it!:)

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

Great piece of poetry, flows so well, relates so well. Top effort:)