Day Forty Five

Day forty five
Thursday, August 2nd
So i called my friend, John, today juss to talk and see how he was doing. we talked for a while and then hung up. He called rite back and asked if i wanted to go mid-night bowling with him. i said yes and then he told me he would pick me up in a few minutes. i got ready to go and he called back, he said that there was no mid-night bowling tonight but we could still do something else. within a few minutes he picked me up and we drove to around for a while.then we went back to his house. we decided to watch a movie, but the movie wasn't working so instead we just sat on his bed with the nights off and just talked. then he grabbed my hands and pulled me up and towards him. he said " i really like you". i guess i was kinda expecting that... but then he kissed me, i wasn't quite expecting that, but i liked it. he rest of the night he just held me and we made out. at about 3am i decided i should probably get home since my parents didn't even know i went out. John lives only a few blocks from me so he walked me home and kissed me goodnight.

Things happen for a reason, and time will soon revile itself...