Day thirty five:
Monday, July 23rd
It was kind of nice I got to hang out with my cousins before cheer practice. We
went to practice and had fun... finally a practice that I had fun and without
problems. After practice I went school shopping. I am still not done. School is
starting soon... too soon. I am not sure where my summer went. I really started
thinking today about what I did for me this summer, what was something that I
enjoined about my summer. Then I started thinking about how I am going to get
through this school year. I have a hard enough time juss trying to get through
my summer. I know I will have those day that I am juss going to break down and
cry... the only difference about being at school rather than at home is at home
people know what is going on and what I am going through... at school nobody
understands juss exactly what I am going through. I know that I will get
through it. I am juss going to do as I always do and put a smile on my face and
take life a day at a time.
“...although she was with family and friends, she'd never felt more
alone. She felt as if she'd lost a vital part of herself ...”
―
Debbie Macomber,