Day Twenty Seven

Day twenty seven:
Sunday, July 15th

Got out of bed and ready for church... pastor had a great message today... even if it wasn't what I want to hear? when I got home from church I again went to bed, this time I prayed and cried and prayed some more. I feel a little better now. I was talking to one of my friends... I was telling him about how much I miss him and love him. He told me to stop being a sissy and text him. I know he won't listen so I said I don't want to waste my time. He came back with "look what you are doing now, lying in a bed crying... you won’t be wasting your time, trust me." Grrr... I hate it when people are rite.

when everyone is telling you to tell him how you feel when in fact it would make no difference either way... why waste my time.