Day Eighteen

Day eighteen:
Friday, July 6th
so I woke up today and thought about life and how it feels as though everything is going wrong. I got tired of feeling sorry for myself and others feeling sorry for me. I don't know why exactly I did it but I went and got my belly button pierced... I made a promise and I won't break a promise. I have wanted to do it for a while now but I never followed through. I came home and lay down for a while and when I woke up I saw that I had 3 new messages all from Austin. I text him back thinking that he wouldn't reply but he did. We text all night it was great. I finally felt like we were friend again.

What we had people only hoped, dreamed, wished and prayed for. What happened to the love we shared...? What happened to "I love you and nothing will ever change?"

Reviews

[Maan]

This is nice, I guess, you guys being friends is a good idea but I don't think that can go on like this without the feelings interrupting every day, every hour and may be every minute. If that happens then I see no point of being JUST friends with him any more.

What happened to "I love you and nothing will ever change?
Nothing happens to it, I had a recent breakup, the girl I felt like the one but she left me and everything just because I told her a truth which I was keeping from her for HER GOOD but well. Things happens this way, we make commitments and promises in happiness or night and when the happiness turns to real life and daylight. Things doesn't match up at all. I'm sure you'll figure out something for your situation just like I have. :(