Day Sixteen

Day sixteen:
Wednesday, July 4th

I could tell it was going to be a bad day from the moment I rolled out of bed... I had a text from Austin’s mom saying "happy 4th of July" and I got ready to go to my uncles for the day. On my way to my uncles I saw Austin at the firework booth, he was waving at me... but I didn't wave back. Instead I juss put my head down. I don't know why I did that but I felt my heart juss drop I felt alone and empty... every year for 4th of July we go to my aunt Lupe’s together and watch the fireworks and juss spend the day together... when I got to my uncles I juss sat in a corner by myself thinking about everything we have been through together and how none of that mattered anymore. I miss him so much... I kept looking at my phone every little while, hoping that he would text me... but nothing... so many times I wanted to text him and juss say I miss you but I didn’t. Instead I went outside by myself and laid under the stars and watched the fireworks. Sometimes I wonder if he ever thinks about me...

Sometimes we waste too much time to think about someone who doesn't even think about us for a second.

Reviews

[Maan]

Loving it all, loving to know her, loving to find out more and more. :) It seems like someone's diary. 'A DIARY OF JANE'.lol . . Keep writing and keep sharing, would love to read just like I loved all the sixteen days. ONE THING I AM REALLY FEELING LIKE SAYING.. I AM IN LOVE WITH HER..

[frozensakura]

the girl is me and i am taking things day by day... all things in this journal are things that i have faced in life... i will be adding one day at a time, by doing this it gives me an opportunity to reflect and vent about the things going on as well as look back and see how far i have come and how much i have over come. i am glad you like her... in my opinion, she has a lot to learn and plenty of time on her long journey... she is strong and i know she can do it if she juss keeps praying. thank you for your wonderful reviews and i hope that you will continue to read as well as enjoy.

[Maan]

I know the girl is you, I just didn't want to communicate with you directly, that is why I am using 'she' instead of you. Any ways I'll surely be reading your each day and of course I'm loving it. Please stop thanking me for my reviews, it is my pleasure to read about someone's life and know it. Its sort of a learning procedure for me as well to see things happening, how. . why and many other questions. I'll be interacting with you.
BE STRONG, MAY GOD BLESS YOU.. :)

[frozensakura]

ohhkay well i look forward to hearing from you(:

[Maan]

Instead of thinking about him all the time, she should meet him and sort things out and make them work or at least she will come to a point, where to go. Like this she is going no where.