i apologize

this is for anyone who's been called a liar by someone they cared about.

oh, i apologize -

did i forget to lie?

because that's what you expected.

i'm the bad guy in your eyes.

i'm so sorry i'm not perfect,

or at least perfect for you.

sorry i threw up for you today...

sorry you're the reason for those fresh scars across my wrists.

i'm so sorry i don't love you back -

and i'm sorry that it's my fault you forgot that.

i'm sorry i don't control what comes out of others' mouths.

i'm sorry i only control what comes out of mine.

i'm sorry i led you on by specifying;

"i don't feel this way, but i want you happy"

i apologize for not lying.

that's what you wanted, right?

here, let me make up for it.

i was born in antarctica.

i love dogs.

i hate rain.

i love you.

should i keep going?

you think i'm a liar,

but i never lied to you.

i was truthful with you...

...where i wasn't truthful with anyone else.

i apologize -

did i forget to lie?

 

 

Author's Note

this is what happens when i'm pissy. ><

Reviews

[Matthew Kult]

Pissyt can be good and it brings out the raw emotion, that in itself if something to be unleashed, and slammed on paper. Personally I wouldn't do it, too much work, but I am lazy. So don't follow my lead.

Been reading alot of the suice and angst alot today so the slitting the wrist thing is a bit over done, not your fault....hey calm down there buddy, I write about raping women.....so no back talk to me.....

[rachel <3]

(THIS IS BOOTSIE, SAYING BLACK HOPE R BE NOT BAD GUY KTHX. 8D HUUUUGS. -hugs-)

[rachel <3]

ok look u arent the only bad guy here
this is sooo my fault

and zacks