For my family, for my friends. For my brother, Jacob, who always makes jokes about me and even though you're just joking, you bring me that much closer to the razor blade.
I feel horrible about myself everyday. I see all these
beautiful, tan, spotless, thin girls and I feel worse and worse. Even when
people tell me I’m beautiful, I can’t help but feel that they’re lying. My
father cheated on my mother and my mother is telling me so many stories I can’t
decide what is true. My mother says one thing, and my dad says another. Which
one am I supposed to believe? Which one is lying? I have lost all trust in
people. Even myself.
Those people are all fake, and I bet there is more to their stories than some people think too. Not everyone, well, very few people can be trusted, but just think about those few that can. Those few that matter. Because they, we, are always there for you
Those people are all fake, and I bet there is more to their stories than some people think too. Not everyone, well, very few people can be trusted, but just think about those few that can. Those few that matter. Because they, we, are always there for you
Dark, sarcastic, I don't know you but I probably don't like you.
The razor moves along her wrist like a river, so peacefully, as that red water starts to escape, its hard to make it stop. more..