Bottles of despair

The hardest pill to swallow, is that no one cares to know.

The kind of thoughts navigating my mind, instead they seem so... excessively blind.

Not even slightly aware- of me lying in the bathroom with a bottle of my own despair, with a empty medicine container in my limp hand.

They wouldn't of been able to understand, that this was not the hardest pill to swallow, even though from what i could see...

It really really should have been.