This Past Year

S.
we watched movies and shows in my bed but you never touched me like that.
      that was nice. thank you for that.
 we went dancing and to dinner and sports games.
 you helped me after W. even after your aunt died.
       and you still talk to me like you care how I'm doing. thank you.

W.
 it might have been my fault, but a lot of it was yours too.
 we watched movies and shows in your bed and you touched me like that.
       i wish you hadn't. that messed me up.
 you started talking to her and I knew it but I denied it.
 you told me you were sorry but I knew you weren't.
       and you still talk to me like nothing happened. i wish you wouldn't.

R.
 us together was always fun, we had a way with words that always made me laugh.
 you saw me like that, and sometimes I thought I saw you like that.
 but then you yelled and stopped talking and other people started talking.
       i think I got scared. i'm sorry about that.
 it was always a hug, your arms at my back, never lower; never a kiss.
 i still have that picture of us and i still try to talk to you sometimes.
       i think it's because I feel bad. i'm sorry about that.

D.
 you are nice but W. was nice and that backfired, backfired real bad.
 i want to give it all and I'm trying but I can't stop my mind.
 you stayed up until 5am with me and you make me laugh and roll my eyes and smile.
 i cried about W. on your lap and I wish I hadn't.
       but you held me and kissed my forehead. thank you for that.
 but now it's summer and who knows when I will see you and I can't turn off my mind.
 i'm scared what they will think and I'm scared what you are thinking.
       because I can not tell the future. i wish I could.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

True words can be very hard to speak. A lot of honest emotions in the poetry. Hard to express emotions. Always a chance of disappointment. But if we don't. Chance not took, a chance missed. Thank you Kassie for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[K.]

Thank you very much, John. I'm glad you liked it. I hope I can get to be on here more often now that I am out of school for summer.

[Coyote Poetry]

Have a good Summer and you are welcome Kassie.

[St.Quin]

It's like a sad confession of a girl in her diary. Interesting.

[K.]

Pretty much exactly what it is, hahah. Hope you enjoyed it.

[Stan Lee]

I like this poem Kassie. It's very sweet and sentimental. None of us can tell the future (as far as i know) but we just have to keep hoping and trying our best. Great job Kassie. :) Keep smiling

[K.]

Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it, I appreciate it.