Pain

This pain is overwhelming. How could you do this to me? It's almost becoming physical. Chest so heavy, it ain't even because of my D cups. How could I let you hurt me? I can't function without you. I'm lost in you. Still looking for me. Come help me? Nooo. You'll hurt me again. This pain won't leave me alone. Love is all I need to make my blood flow. I feel my heart leaving its position. So painful. The pain makes me human? No. It makes me a zombie. Living dead. I need the cure. Come be my painkiller. Don't be scared, I get only 90% paranoid and obsessed. Success doesn't feel or taste the same. Come be my painkiller.