TonightA Poem by boltsbutterflyIt’s always so cold in here I’m always plagued with fear I’m not right It’s alright With every darkened day I feel myself slipping away I fight Not alright And with every kiss I fake for this My heart Won’t heal And baby you’ll never do I can’t make it stick with you I can’t lay my head on you You can’t heal these wounds It’s not right, so tonight… Tonight I’m saying true All that I mean to you I can’t possibly make it true I am not that girl for you I’m this broken bird My chirp is a caw So absurd It’s not right! It’s my life My fight Tonight Tears like rain Crashing on these blotches of pain I don’t know what to do Feeling too numb to move I worshiped you What a fool's bitter excuse It’s not me It’s not me I never was one to play these games But I've kept you on this jagged chain While my hearts been weak and suffocating I’m much to broken for the waking ohhhh. ohhhhhhhohohoho. why! why! why! why! Tonight I’m saying true it’s what I got to do with all that I mean to you I can’t possibly make it true it’s not right! Can’t fight! Take these broken wings of mine I sing about them all the time There scorched and charred from all these rhymes I can’t...even...make...you...mine I won't let myself! These cloudy days This sing song rain This agony is killing me my heart's in my dreams It’s not settling I can’t make it right with you next...to...me And every time I dream You and I are shining Like Comets Exploding (across the vast expanse of sky) But this is not the case I’m tired I’m stuck at second base And I cannot simply stay in place My love needs to….move, move, mooveee. Tonight my love Im singing of the what could of it’s true, it’s true with all that I mean to you I can’t possibly make it true it’s my right, to take flight So with these tear soaked pages And these partial words I’ll travel off embrace this world This chance of mine To love myself Before I love someone else. Tonight I’m saying true it’s what I got to do with all that I mean to you I can’t possibly make it true it’s not right tonight, tonight... © 2015 boltsbutterfly |
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