Erupt

And If I think to much

I think I’m going to erupt

I can’t look

at you the same anymore

And this will all ring true

I’m really through with you

I can’t be

the one that you blame

So if I think to much

I’m gonna erupt

I can't. be

the same

with your love

And while I think of you

I split this all in two

this love isnt

true

I can’t fall

I can’t waste my time

I can’t follow my heart

My head is

so much clearer

yes, I look at you

It’s all I ever do

It’s all I

Have ever done from the start

But I can’t any longer

This haze is so much stronger

It’s ruining

my already questioning heart

And My heart is shattered and broken

The lies are spoken

I can’t keep

hurtling myself through

I am so tired

I saw what transpired

between the

sheets of me

and you

And now I think of you

it’s all I ever do

and how I

I can’t be

with you anymore

And I know it’s true

She smells of you

I hear it

in your devilish smile

And I hope It makes you happy

while shattering all of me

You crooked b*****d

I can’t be with you anymore

Now with these broken walls

These tortured words

All I ever did was try

And no, Im not perfect

but I’m somebody's worth it

and now I

have to lie here in this room

This tainted bed

These sheets go red

with my vision

My hurt, my pain

my life

And now I don't think of you

I never do

I hate

Hate everything you say

Your poisoned words

your slithering smile

Was it all it worth it

when you

kissed her and you lied

And did it feel so good

sashing in my room

With the things we built together

Did you break her down

did you take her out

Did you show her the

memories we had lived through

And if I think to much

I think

I'm gonna erupt

I can’t be

The one who holds your hand

And I know it’s tough but

But I have had enough

And you don’t

Really give a damn

So now you will not do

Somedays I won't see you

My dreams will still remember

But I will find someone true

Hopeless romance ensue

And I know

broken hearts can mend

But liars can’t unbend

You’ll always be my end

To start

Fresh and new again

And now I can finally see

But for now

no thinking

This is the start of

a divine erupting end