and its love.

its that time of year again.
the couple time.
the time of the dance.
the time its all here.

memories flood back to me.
moments you probably don't even think about.
moments that I replay over and over again.
friends and nothing more.
always remembering the touch of your hand in mine.
slightly cold, perfect, amazing.

I can recognize you anywhere, from any distance.
your eyes, your hair, your feet, your shoulders, your hands.
I could sketch you, I could describe every inch of you.

the time is here.
its not for me.
you are there I am here.
I wish I was there with you.
holding you. dancing with you.
its not for me. it cant be for me.
we are chemically unbalanced.

because I am a girl and you are a girl
its not possible.

but if I could and I still will.
protect you.
worry for you.
pray for you.
love you.


I can recognize your breathing pattern.
its might seem weird. but you matter all around.
every strand of hair. every thought that goes through your head.


you are the one and only one I dream about.
you are wonderful, you are amazing. you are everything.
I love you with all of my heart.
thats all I should stop before...


wait.


my heart is starting to break again.
but its all ok.
you are worth everything.


I wish to be with you.
but I can't be.
but as long as you are happy.
everything is fine.
I can keep those few moments.
and survive. and love you.

Reviews

[Velveteen Rabbit]

Such emotion and tender sweetness...I like your attitude the most. You are happy just to have known this person, just to have those memories despite the pain. This poem is full of emotion and a real sense of love that is more than a feeling. Great write. :)