Wasted Again

Wasted again

Tasting the rain

Hoping my pain

Will make it all end

But I can’t change

I won’t ever quit

 

Fading now

All but with-out a sound

I can’t take much more

But it loves me

And I love it more

When you leave

You’re the one I cry for

 

All that I am inside

Is quickly deprived

My stomach turns

As it begins to hurt

I reach for another one

As it kicks in

I slowly start to feel alive

But I’m just wasted again

Waiting for the end

 

I try to get away

But I can’t stop the pain

I try to leave you

But you help me make it through

You’re my heart

An open wound left to scar

That I can’t tear apart

 

As I want you more

It is like my minds at war

Body cold, stiff as a board

Wasting again

Left to my last sin

One more

Now I’m stuck to the floor

Waiting for the end

Reviews

[A Jainam Mehta]

Self destruction in pain. wonderful lines.