Ashes

I sit back and watch the entire eye’s come alive

I can’t stay much longer or I’ll die

Do you feel the pain on the inside?

I’m cursed to this for the rest of my life

 

On the bed lies a note

“I just want to let you know that I’m not coming home

Now you know how it all feels to be alone

Once I’m gone ill slowly regain my hope’’

 

You’re the one that stabbed the knife in the back of me

I try to get up but you push me down and tell me that I can’t ever leave

I think I have read your note about three times

Now each time it kills me because I didn’t cry

 

Reach down deep and grab your soulless heart

Be careful it could crumble and fall apart

I reach for the sun in complete darkness

I reach out as far as I can and as far

 Finally reached it out and captured the stars

Maybe I will be able to get rid of my scars

 

You’re moving on so I have to let you go

Why do you want me to feel so alone?

Please lift this diseased curse out of my soul

Trying to pull me into tell I just want to get home

I’m carrying on so I slowly began to closer