Beautifully Stained

I wrote this for all those people that have been through so much and decide that they want to end their own life and leave nothing but a letter

Where were you when my world went to ashes

did you even care at all

i painted you a beautiful picture

that you stained black

do you know how much you make me hurt

 

 Can i really even cry

you wont even be there when i try

where are you when i need you the most

to pull me up, to never let me give up

where were you when i lost hope

did you even know?

that you are so cold

 

 I wish i could have a memory 

but your my whole pain and misery

i'm so gone, i'm too lost

with all my hurt, i burst

where were you when i began to burn

 

 You are the death of me

i want to be seen

so i wish you can watch as i bleed

It's the only way i know 

where were you when i was incomplete

now your too late

cause your reading this poem today