My Regrets

So many thoughts that I can’t let go

I wish you would help me to know

How I could go on

I’ve lost so much

That I can’t get back

So much pain

I am so gone

In pieces I fly away

 

To these angels I scream

Why when I cry

Why does my heart bleed?

There are so many memories

That I try to forget

But everywhere that I turn

My heart burst

So I set fire to the past

And watch it all burn

 

You never wanting to be my shame

But you let me know that I’ll always be the blame

So I release myself to you

So put me in your chains

And watch as I wither away

I know you’ll see the hurt in my eyes

But it’s something that I deserve

So watch my world burn

As you watch my heart burst

I just hope you will be satisfied

 

I blame myself for my son’s death

So please make my life a living regret

I have no way to coming back from this

Sometimes I want my life to end

For all the pain that I have caused

I’m pieces of a man at fault

So forgive me for what I have done

And the man that I can’t become

I never wanted to hurt the ones that I love

I’m so sorry