Lies of Heaven

Why can’t I give up?
Wave the white flag

Surrender into myself

Pull the trigger of this gun

Live the rest of my life in this hell

There’s just nothing left that helps

 

They tell me that they have no idea

 What I have been going through

Well you are right

This is nothing but a living nightmare

My fear inside rises

And I die every night

 

My tears don’t come anymore

There has been a drought

I question what this life is for

And what this was all about

It seems I was set on this earth

Just so that every day I have to hurt

I want to rip these memories out

And watch them all burn

 

The more I struggle with this

I hear the lies of heaven

You can’t heal a heart

That has seen his son die in his arms

I try to tear the memories apart

But I’m just left in scars

I laugh at those that tell me there life is so hard

 

I get lost in my memories

Stuck in the past living this misery

Trapped in a world

That only wants me to hurt

As I struggle with myself broken

I hear the lies of heaven