R.I.P Richard Scott huber

My Uncle Scott comitted suicide when I was 6 years old and I miss him so much.

I don't know why you took your life

You left behind the ones you loved,

in hope to find something better.

But the truth is...

We miss you.

 

I can still feel you when im sad

I still remember when you taught me how to whistle

I remember when you chased me down and made me fall

and that day the ambulence recived a call

you carried me over in your arms

and layed me in my fathers care

when they arrived you refused the help

for I was your one and only care

That love was so deep and so strong...

Was it MY fault?!

Did I not love you enough

because I swear I loved you with all my heart

and all I wish for is for you to be back here with me

because now I am starting to cry 

and you are the only one I want.

 

I am sorry that we wern't enough to make you happy

I swear if god gives me another chance i'l stop you this time

I promise

 

You are missing so much.

Your son is growing into a responsible guy

he is trying to fill your shoes

all while he is trying not to cry.

Grandma and Grandpa arn't happy when holidays come around

this year they didn't even want to put up the christmas tree.

But grandma got hit the hardest...

shes the one who found you

You know that you still make her cry?

And my mom, she misses you so much

she crys sometimes wishing you were still here

Oh and befor I forget you have two more nieces and a nephew.

You are missing so much and I wish you were here

Because we all love you and we always will

(R.I.P. Richard Scott Huber)

 

 

 

Author's Note

I am really sorry that some of it doesnt really fit

Reviews

[Shadows of Sight]

I feel that everything fits. You have graced the memory of a loved one's passing with caring and told the story of how it all flowed after that tragic day. It's hard, I know.... But this sounds like a wonderful work of art, in remembering that uncle gone.
Great Write! Prayers of strength and courage to those left behind.. :)

[Tai Chi Italy Take Two]

This is a very sad and heartfelt expression of you missing your lost lover, friend, someone son who took his own life and my heart goes out to all of you suffering from his loss. I have experienced such a loss too, not by suicide but by accident and my children miss him the most during special times as you describe in your work. This is natural, it is a very hard step we have to take forward from such loss, but we do slowly but surely. It is never anyones fault either. We all have our own destiny and I know from my own life long experience, that we cannot make someone else happy, they have to want to be and some traumas, people find impossible to step over. You should concentrate on you right now. Don't be sorry, just enjoy the holiday and take the break you deserve. All the best to you...LLB

[Str8jacket]

I know it's not your fault. I can say that. Sometimes people's suffering is so terrible they can't see any other options. He was just lost and couldn't find his way out. You can't question the maybes anymore... "maybe if I did this or that..." You have to live in today, the pain will get better even though it won't totally go away. If you felt angry that's okay, just know that God (that is whoever your god may be) will heal his suffering now. I'm sure he misses you and your family. Just keep his memory in your heart and he'll never truly be gone. This is a beautiful poem.

[Sandra K]

You made me cry!!!

[Kelsie :]]

aww :( i know you miss him and i no you think it was your fault but it was not. of course this is going to be hard for you to handle for the rest of your life, but u have made it this far. he is watching you grow up and he will be there for when you get married and have children. kaitlynn i lost you for long enough and i missed you so much. i love you and always will. i'm happy on how you are changing as a writer :) u are amazing and one of the best people i know. i will be here no matter what. dont be scared to use my shoulder to cry on. i dont want everything to build up and watch you just break down like i have. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOUUUUUU