The Escape..Part Two

God how people could suffer..how this life could be so strange..

Has anyone felt these moments like near death,not dying ,but getting away from everythingthat he has known..

and got accostumed to through his life..suddenly he feels he is losing it all,i have an idea dying is like that..

you feel among strange lands..no love ,no ne is near..even if they want to get close to you they could not

for you have crossed a borderline where no one could reach you,no one to hug or smile at,tells you everything is alright

you never feel the grounds under you ,its like you dont exist,no longer there among the living..

i felt like that on the plane to Yemen..there is nothing to look back at and nothing ahead of you..

nothing waiting for you..

its love who fills our heart then we feel safe and stable..

but i was going where no one will say hello..its like nearing death..i think death was always like that..a void

like you have awakened in a very deserted land,an outcast ,you were even doomed,no one will cry for you

no one will reach for you,they dont even know where you are or if you ever exist..i ve felt like that many times

Once when i was forcably taken away from home ..to their dungeons..it felt like death ,though they may never knew it

they wanted you to feel fear ,but all i felt was nothing ,like dying..

you would find yourself like in an abyss..even their pain and torture they want you to feel

but it will not reach you..this is how i was feeling on that plane to Yemen..

one thing more ..the dream..i was so exhausted i felt like going to sleep

though i tried to keep awake..many times like this before i triend not to sleep

fearing what dreams i would see..

i dreamed..was at home..it was after dark,but funny no one put the lights on

in front of me was my mothers room ..i hesitated but went ahead and opened her door..

she was sitting on her bed ,so quiet..strangle quiet even when she saw me

she just looked at me ,never said a word,no expression on her face,i never seen her like that..

suddenly she liked jumped at me ,her words loud saying what am i doing here..

i was in tears i told her i came back for you..but she just laughed and sneered at me..

and here i awoke..every body on the plane was asleep,and quiet ,only me,i was awake and crying..

Author's Note

really dont know what to say..just see if you like what you read and tell me please what you think..there is no fun here

Reviews

[Jean Lagace]

Read escape part one. You just arrived to some hotel in Sanaa, Yemen, dropped there by a taxi driver that overcharged you. You are exhausted and you crash inside under the benevolent eye of the owner. Part two though finds you in a plane dreaming of a woman we didn't know existed up to then. Whatever, this piece was interesting as you come from far away and lived through events we in North America can't even conceive or apprehend. Are you still in Yemen or you made it here and if yes, where?

[bluessadmood]

thanks for the nice words..now i am back in iraq..and yes this writing was so emotional,thanks again

[Dhaye]

So sad. Sometimes these dreams can affect us emotionally and mentally. But through faith and prayers as powerful weapon during your battles in life, you could win.

[Nobody.]

another powerful piece my friend. the words and images sieze me with the feeling of fear and ache that comes with the experiences described. Once again, I say, life should never be like this. Feels like falling...endless falling. You wrote it well.

[Taylor H.]

i agree with aa romanczuk

[Tate Morgan]

I felt that way once the day i left home at 18 alone with 50 dollars I HITCHHIKED TO fLORIDA TO LEARN TO SURFLOL I was never so scared or all alone in my life as then I made a painting later called black rain as it was raining that day and it seemed to be a black rain in my life,I didnt come home for 13 yrs

[An owl on the moon]

Just so much pain in this journey.. the loss of sanity at times. and even dreams that don't bring peace.. only tears. This gripped my heart so deeply. The world shouldn't be like this.. ever.. but it is.. oh it is.. How I wish it would change.. maybe one person at a time.

[Helen Crutchett]

Oh this was full of emotion and pain. I don't know what to say either, except that it filled me with sadness too. How terrible to feel so alone and cut off from human contact. What a harsh world we live in. Nobody should have to experience what you went through then and are still going through. You stand tall among men Moayad and I salute your courage and tenancity that would destroy most. Keep penning my friend! This was a superb write!

[Wondering Mind]

The dream in the end is haunting; an omen of sorts. I hope all is getting better now.

[ScarlettTheDreamer]

Some say forget about the past. But the past is what shapes us. It defines who we are now. And you're not afraid of your past even though its heart breaking. There's nothing else to say than 'Keep going' is there?

[A.A.Romanczuk]

Oh..another heartwrenching piece....it tore me apart to read the part about the dream...Oh dear God...darkness...darkness...plight..how terrible...and yet it is good for the world to be exposed to such moving pieces...how I bleed for You and Your experiences that should not be...