I will live

just thoughts came to me,but really i am never a coward,just had to tell this

 

A friend asked me once, that he is surprised how I laugh and my writings and reviews are so happy and full of joy

While we lead such a terrible life. Here came these thoughts...

No matter if the sky is cloudy, rainy and black. I will live

No matter if my roads are bumpy full of never joyful rides. I will live

So many explosions, bombings around me, leading a very risky life. But I will live

I get very sad at what I see every day, so much misery around, but I will laugh and I will live

No matter how life is so hard and was ever so like this all my life. Still, I will live

And if I was caught between heavy fires, I always knew God was with me. And I lived

But if by mistake I was hit, then I would laugh and say goodbye to life. Then I could not live. Not any more

And I will excuse those who brought us these ways, as before I die, I will laugh again, it’s a stupid life anyway.....

 

Author's Note

whatever

Reviews

[Taylor]

Hi bluessadmood: It is apropos that I found you today because of the agreement between the US and Iraq; hopefully that's a good thing and will lead to a more secure and peaceful world. Though of course there are no easy answers and it is not known yet whether the US ultimately will sign the agreement since our Congress will have to approve. Thus, with that backdrop, it is all the more poignant to read this "story" of yours. It speaks to me of the triumph of the human spirit, of yours. Would that we all have that depth within us to draw out the light even in the midst of terrible darkness. I don't know whether you want any suggestions are not. I won't make any at this time, in case you don't, so as not to detract from the beauty you have shared. If you do want suggestions, let me know and I will share them with you.

[bluessadmood]

ohh my friend ,you will never know how we suffer ,thats how the beauty to these words..of all the writers i read..i used to read about his life..only those who have really ,really suffered ,they came with the most beatiful writings

[Helen]

And you will live! Spiritual power in those four short words. A beautifully expressed poem and your ability to forgive is noted

[Nene]

Wow...I related to the very core of it!
I love how beautifully you have put light in the darkness of the age!

[bluessadmood]

Ohh how you beautifully respondedicated here to my words..to put light in the darkness of this age..yes i so believe in this otherwise we should just say ..sorry it's over I am closed to everything I might as well die..this should never be.

[Nene]

I totally agree with you!.
It was amazing!
Love your thoughts!

[Carol Cashes]

Yes, indeed. We survive...to live. Loved this and it mirrors my own beliefs. Stay in the land of the living...we have writers.

[bluessadmood]

Ohh so glad you liked this..you know even this as lots of my writings it was a review to some other writer..after I finished reviewing ,I liked it ,so I posted it as it was..it came as a sudden stream, never filtered emotions..

[Savannah Giovanna]

I love the message in this. So raw and real, keep it up.

[R J Askew]

Well, you are still here, still laughing I hope! I like 'it's a stupid life anyway...'

[bluessadmood]

Oh hey my friend,has had, when I wrote that I would live it could not apply more to what happened the last few months..we were tortured humiliated until late we got rid of those bullies..I really can't believe I am still alive..and tell you the truth many times I laughed,when I could get killed many times..some horrible things happened,fortunately like am still alive..thank you my friend

[bluessadmood]

All homes were demolished ,it fell on our heads..till the army struck in and we ran with our lives..but it was tragic lie an earthquake struck the whole city..

[Alex Cook]

I can not know what you have endured, but your writing is beautiful. I hope that you continue.

[bluessadmood]

exactly dear friends ,no mater ,what this life is so hard on us like never ending torture take it as a challenge to some one as you will face it all and to the end till you legs are weak and hardly could help you stand and head feeling all dizzy like going to the ground you still look them all in the eyes and smile to the end ,even try to stamp your legs deeo to ground so you wont fall ,face it all shivering and staggering ,till you faint a little going to the ground make it feel like going to a long serene sleep,like nothing ever knocked you down..weakness is what i could never stand..thank you dear

[Crazycatgirl_10]

This is so true. Love it!!

[David]

I like it. =] No matter what happens in life, we can always say we were there and we lived through it.

[bluessadmood]

thank you so much ,glad you liked it

[ChemicalMadness]

This reminded me to get to work on a piece that has been stuck in the back of my mind for quite some time now....I must thank you for that (unwitting as it was, the impact was the same as if you'd written your piece directly to me). What can we do but live? Some of us grapple with manufactured challenges from comfy thrones and too easily forget (did we ever really know) the very real horrors that face so many we'll never know. Thank you for the reminder.

CM.

[bluessadmood]

thank you so much,i see you were impressed by it,i am glad